greetings earthings

hey guys,
well tarin and her mom finally convienced her moms boyfriend to let her move back in for a few months so she could save money and get things together. thats better for me because then i wont be strugglin with working a night job. i can get in as a sub in january after fall classes are over then go take some night classes. it would be so much easier. you know, i was watching this show last night called 30 days. its about this couple that goes around living different lifestyles that normal people live even though they have all this money. they had it taken away- everything, credit cards, cash, accounts. they were givin an amount of $400.00 which they had to get an apartment then budget the rest. they had to go look for minimum wage jobs so they could see how others survive living paycheck to paycheck. they made a couple of good points.Minimum wage hasnt been raised for 8 years and it was originally designed so that we could make it. its dissappearing because everything is going up in prices. they said its a fucked up government and they dont understand why people are turning this country into poverty. what i dont get is why people blame the government for unemployment. its not the governments fault. its theres. they have all these oppertunities to get an education. theres all sorts of money out there. grants,financial aid, loans, scholarships. if u are lazy and dont want to study, then of course thats the price you pay. No education=working 2 jobs and living paycheck to paycheck. People bring buisness not the government. it really pisses me off to see people so damn lazy and then they get away with help from the government. then people like my parents and i have to pay taxes so that all this stuff exists and we dont get help and have to struggle for an education. its so fucked up. i wish people would take advantage of what this country"land of the free" has to offer instead of sitting on their fat lazy asses. here we are the richest country in the world and all people care about are drugs, gangs, drive-bys, and partying. i hope one day this all doesnt exisit and eveyone has to work for what they want like we do and are parents do. I honestly think its good that tarin sees that point of view. shes embarresed that emily is growing up out of wedlock and welfare. her sister is trying to get her to go back to austin but she aint. i hope she really does come down here because i can help her. i hope she uses her brain on that one. her sister uses her and throws her around like a dog. i hope she opens up her pretty blue eyes and realises how much i can help her make a better life for her and emily. im sure no one else would do this for her. not even her own family cuz they are all fucked up.I have been feeling better now that ive had some piece and quiet this past week. im still not ready to go out and stuff. i have to adimit that i havent had much sleep in the morning because these stupid people work on their yard constantly. its annoying to wake up to a lawnmoer. i even went to the library to get quiet but theres this stupid teacher in here with some kids that are really loud and cant get anything done. BLEH. Have a nice week.
SMURF